Still waiting ..
to something positive, the better the weather, on any event which changed me ..
sometimes I think, with a focus on the waiting does not notice that it was something, popatrzylo at me and it went ...
eh .. I have a bad day today .. The rest of the post .. I'll wait for the better ....
Nobody today I'm not. I do not have any today of plans or ambitions .. I'm walking away from a world that is so painfully familiar.
I know from experience that not ran away. .. I know, but tonight is just a typical borderline on the verge of depression .. Depression for no reason, deprsji niepotzrebnej, depression, unwanted.
Sometimes my rage the fact that no one sees my disease as a disease .. only as a temporary decline, as my whim as a symptom of trying to make yourself someone else ..
everyone it seems that this pzrejdzie, surely enough to pull oneself together, to get down to work, and already there is nothing ..
If it was so easy ..
I have BPD. I am a Borderline. Today more than yesterday .. Today
annoy me more impulsive behavior, black-and-whiteness of my world, the desire to quit wszytskiego ..
today more than usual do not hate each other ...
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